November 20th, 2008

Time, where did you go?
Why did you leave me here alone?
Wait, don’t go so fast.
I’m missing the moments as they pass.
Now I’ve looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer,
So wait for me this time.

I’m down I’m down on my knees I’m begging for all your sympathy.
But you, you don’t seem to care.
You humble people everywhere.
Now I’ve looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer.
I’ll take what you give me. Please know that I’m learning,
So wait for me this time.

I should’ve known better.
I shouldn’t have wasted those days.
And afternoons and mornings
I threw them all away.
Now this is my time,
I’m going to make this moment mine.
(I shouldn’t have wasted those days)
I’ll take what you give me.
Please know that I’m learning
I’ve looked in the mirror
My world’s getting clearer

So wait for me this time.

(music and lyrics by Chantal Kreviazuk)

November 16th, 2008

I love this week’s inclusion in the post secret blog :)

November 11th, 2008

I received a text this morning from my friend Colleen, who not for the first time, has unknowingly reassured me that no matter how bleak things can be one day and great looking the next, God is always in control, and I just feel so comforted knowing that, especially during a very confusing time for me right now.

She sent everyone a great passage, from Hebrews, Ch 11:1….


Faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.

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ahh, it further cements my favorite motto. avere fiducia. have faith.

And then I hear this song for the first time today; such a great addition to that beautiful passage…


You walked with me,
Footprints in the sand,
And helped me understand,
Where I’m going,

You walked with me,
When I was all alone,
With so much unknown,
Along the way,
Then I heard you say,

I promise you,
I’m always there,
When your heart is filled with sorrow,
And despair, I’ll carry you
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints in the sand.

I see my life flash across the sky,
So many times have I been so afraid.
And just when I, have thought I lost my way,
You gave me strength to carry on,
That’s when I heard you say,

I promise you
I’m always there
When your heart is filled
With sorrow and despair
And, I’ll carry you
When you need a friend
You’ll find my footprints in the sand.

November 8th, 2008

James: Mommy, I wanna tell you something.
Me: What is it?
James: I wanna tell you a joke, mommy.
Me: Ok, go ahead…
James: What do you eat with a banana?
Me: Um… an apple?
James: No, you eat NOTHING with an apple.. ahaha hahhaha!
Me: Wait, but you said, banana, I said apple.
James: No! It’s… the apple… um… mommy, you messed me up!
Me: (lol) oh, mkay, sorry!
James: Okay…. ok, what do you eat with a banana?
Me: I dunno, what?
James: (pause) Ummm, wait…. (pause again)…. umm, arrrghhhhh!!

(Can you tell who he gets his joke-telling skillz from? lol…)

November 2nd, 2008

Yeah, give me some room to catch up a bit, will ya? Wow, it’s November and I have not posted for a crazy long time. Well, when your days melt together like mine have this last month, you’d know.

Anyway, Halloween came by and went like lightning, but here a bit of images from our church festival (which again was another great success… over 2000 of our surrounding community stopped by and had a great time!)

Storm Trooper James!

Logan the Lion (this was James’ four years ago, btw lol)

Here’s the back… I LOVE this jacket/costume easyness!

Here are the bro’s on the tractor ride (man that thing was dirrrty!)

Chris’ “clever” costume as a Gamer lol… this is what happens when you wait last minute, btw…

And here’s me (lacking a costume this year… told you I’ve been busy! lol)

So yeah, tons more stuff that I could/should share, and I possibly will in the next post (which hopefully won’t be too far ahead….)